My ADHD Diagnosis — Hitting Rock Bottom and Climbing Back

I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. To be honest, it feels strange to even type those words out loud. When the full-scale Russian invasion of Ukraine began, my mental health completely collapsed. I hit what I now know was the lowest point of my life. I weighed around 140kg, I was severely depressed, constantly anxious, and felt like I was drowning. Doctors put me on SSRI antidepressants, but they didn’t help. The side effects were there, but the relief wasn’t. I felt broken. But somewhere deep inside, my stubborn problem-solving brain was still alive, whispering: “Don’t give up. Keep looking.” ...

June 18, 2022 · Tolic Kukul

I'm Glad I Started Coding in the Mid-2000s

Looking back at my early days as a developer, the mid-2000s web was simpler, faster, and more human. We built things for fun — and we shipped more.

January 28, 2019 · Tolics

Winter Reflections: Rediscovering the Geek Within

A winter slowdown in New England gave me time to reconnect with my roots as a developer and reflect on a decade of web development experience.

January 15, 2015 · Tolic Kukul